:( FUCKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

Sometimes, yes your life sucks,

when you have so much to say, so much to cry out, but you dont have someone to talk to.

U have so many people in your life but not a single person who is there for u.
Someone u need.
someone to share everything about you, to whom you can tell without any worries, that how defeated, damaged, ruined, devastated, scattered u r from inside.

Times wen u need some1 who listens to u patiently,willingly.
Someone who just doesn't give those typical fake reactions of care & concern.

Someone on whose shoulders u can cry & cry for hours just like u have cried alone in nights.

Someone in front of whom u dont have to pretend being happy.

Some1 who understands u& your flaws.

Some1 who just looks into your eyes & tells u that its just okay to b like the way u r,everything's gonna b alright.


-Vibhor

THAT FEELING...

The sound of a calm,cool breeze in a busy, noisy chaotic city full of various sounds......,
sometimes has a feeling.


The same feeling that the moon has, at night, while it is among all those lovely twinkling stars.


or the feeling, which a oildrop spilled in a vast ocean has.


THE FEELING OF LONELINESS,THE LONELINESS A PERSON FEELS WHILE STANDING IN A CROWD,THE CROWD OF PEOPLE ALL AROUND, THE FAMILY, THE FRIENDS.

THE STRANGE LONELINESS, NONE CAN DESCRIBE.

SKY.. is a canvas..

Sky is a canvas..

Man! I love the way 'HE' paints..

The way 'HE' uses the playful careless winds as brushes on the ever-gorgeous clouds,

the way 'HE' glorifies it all with the heavenly touch of beautiful light
& the little cute bird dancing on that ray of the sun,

OH! simply turns it into an unexplainable divine experience

SCATTERED!

I dont wanna be a photographer,

I dont wanna be a painter,

or a writer,

a grafitti,

or any damn thing..

I click, I sketch, I write,
not to become something..,
but just to calm the voices in my head,
just to satiate something which is there inside me, hidden from the world.

An entanglement of thoughts unshared.

An unending puzzle in me which needs to get solved.

And somewhere,

somehow

all this clicking, this writing, sketching etc., just keeps me normal,
keeps me sane.
like the pieces of those unsolved puzzles in my head.

Im just some scattered shards of glass trying to gather myself.

-vibhor

THE DIARY OF A RED ROSE : page- 1.

A lil dewdrop fall on my eyes from a leaf above me.


& I woke up to a lovely beautiful morning..


filled with the Birds chirping & smell of fresh air all around..


An innocent ray of sunlight tenderly opened my eyes to a beautiful world outside.
As I looked around, as always I saw that butterfly, a beautiful species with gorgeous green eyes & those amazingly attractive yellow coloured wings with a fluorescent blue outline.


I just love those round, red spots all over her wings.
She was sitting silently on one of my petals & was enjoying the morning. My heart skipped a beat when suddenly her oh-so-soft &silky wings brushed with my petals. Ahh & that sweet look she gave me then. We both melted into each other's eyes for a moment. She smiled at me & then flew away.


Seriously I just cant imagine any of my mornings to start without her lovely presence.


-VIBHOR.

YOU ARE THE ONE I MISS......

Hey!
I love the way u shyly hide behind the moon..

Then filled with naughtiness u peep thru those clouds..

when u r busy talking to the winds.. I love watching u..

as u play with these stars all around u.. My eyes are simply glued to u.
The way u blink with every twinkle of them.. & that ever cute smile u give while u passionately look into my eyes.
oh! My heart skips a beat.

But

Thats when I feel I m the most helpless.

Hey angel..
For a while at least come down to me.
Or take me away with u... to ur fairyworld forever.

All I wanna say is

'u r the one I miss'
hey I need u.
-VIBHOR

those memories ......those days

Watching those birds & then trying to fly.
Those ants & spiders with whom I used to play...
the whole day.
Those paperplanes of mine that used to fly high in the sky.
Those raindance & the paperboats.
The terrace at the top of my house which I wasnt allowed to
climb.
The street dogs I used to kiss while going to school.
Playing with the fire that used to be a crime.
The faces I used to find, in those clouds above the sky.
That stuffed teddy which used to Say "I love u" whenever I
used to cry. :)
I miss them all.
How i Wish those memories, those sweet childhood memories
could again come alive. :)
-VIBHOR.