The Yearning.

The raging desire,
the yearning to bloom;
to spread my wings,
in the nurture of gloom.
Where when the darkness sings, the silence settles;
tenderly like the dewdrops, on my crimson petals.
Mere mention of day gives me jitters,
i fear the light, i dread the glitters.
-Vibhor.

THE WHISPERS OF THOSE SHADOWS..

Those scary shadows that haunt your world,
those shadows actually, are my world,
“We’re here to help, let go your fears”,
secretly they whisper in my ears.
Scary for you indeed they are,
but these fading shadows kept me sane so far. :)
-vibhor.

me trying.. :)

Ok.. so this is me trying to stay optimistic again..
& me trying to stop controlling everythng in my life...
me trying to let everything just flow..
holding on to things hurts... so i'm just trying to let go..

I should be like a hermit, I really don't need to connect myself to anyone..
I really don't need to depend upon anyone emotionally.
i'm trying to hold on to hopes.. faiths and beliefs once again..
this is me praying to be strong enough..

and i'm hoping like crazy for the God to be on my side this time.