Ok.. so this is me trying to stay optimistic again..
& me trying to stop controlling everythng in my life...
me trying to let everything just flow..
holding on to things hurts... so i'm just trying to let go..
I should be like a hermit, I really don't need to connect myself to anyone..
I really don't need to depend upon anyone emotionally.
i'm trying to hold on to hopes.. faiths and beliefs once again..
this is me praying to be strong enough..
and i'm hoping like crazy for the God to be on my side this time.
