:(

& it feels so bad actually………………..
there were umpteen dreams i had for me … none came true..
& when i just look at my life.. :) it feels like the GOD was just kidding with me, with my life……….. and at the end of the day i m soo lonely… a loser :’(
the worst thing is when u have no one to blame...  because one way or the other its actually me responsible for ruining my life..
all i can say is...
i know a beautiful life is being wasted.  :’( …………..